I know that a blog isn’t a diary. I could care less about displaying my thoughts and ideas on the internet.
Anyway, I feel that I am lying to myself about showing no interest in life. I mean when I think mathematics and how it can be applied to physics and worldly scenarios it’s exhilarating how mathematics is all around the world; for instance and the sake of specificity, oscillations and waves being represented on sheet music. Its obvious but so fascinating. Another example would be bodybuilders knowing biomechanics very well or being able to form a visual representation of themselves accurately via sketches and drawing. They understand basic muscle structure and anatomy.
I will add on to this later because it’s a revelation for me: )